Well...

Sorry, I inadvertently lied. But I shall blog today. I am on the brink of new and exciting things. I praise God for everything He's done in my life in the last 7 months! God is the most amazing being I've ever met. The last 7 months were probably the toughest in my whole life. I was alone, afraid, unsure. Constantly, I would pray for God to just take everything away from me--all the pain, the physical stress, all the anguish of fighting........... fighting alone. You might be wondering what the heck I'm talking about. That's exactly it. I pushed everyone away, out of my life. I wanted to work on my own problems by myself, I didn't want outside help. Problems? Oh yes, we've all got them. I've struggled with anxiety related problems for the last couple years. I've kept all my feelings inside and wouldn't really let anyone help me. It's been tough. It really has. I want to share my struggles with you guys. Next time you see me, don't be afraid to ask how I'm really doing. Don't take a "fine" or a "good" as an answer from me, only accept a "you know, i'm really struggling with ______" or "God is teaching me ______." I would appreciate that. Thanks for your prayers, I always covet them because I know.....I know who's listening to them.