The "Why's?"

I've been struggling with a lot of "why's" lately. I could use some prayer. I know that God is good and that He is amazing. He has done so much in my life this year, that could never be denied. But I am human and so I ask "why?" I don't understand everything, "'for my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways,' declares the LORD." I have no doubt God will bring me through this but I still need to answer the "why's?"